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Sixth Sunday after PentecostJuly 12, 2009
"Calming
the Storm of Fear"
Reverend Michael D. PowellMark 4:35-41 |
This morning's Gospel lesson is a
story about you and me. It's a story about those times when you’ve felt like
you were on troubled waters, and it's about the fear we all experience when our
faith falters. Have you ever felt like you were swamped? Have you ever wondered
if God knew or cared that you were in over your head and perhaps going down for
the third time? I know you have, just as I have, and that's why this is our
story.
Holy Scripture is meant to be read on
many levels. The literal level, while it may or may not be true enough in its
own right, is never the deepest level. A literal understanding of scripture, no
matter how true it may be, is still a little shallow, spiritually speaking.
It's at the level of symbols that scripture speaks most profoundly to our
souls. Symbols take us far beneath the surface of our daily distractions and
petty preoccupations. Symbols speak to the living truth that moves beneath the
surface superficialities. Immediately preceding this morning's story Mark has
recounted that Jesus "did not say
anything to them without using a parable.”
“But
when he was alone with his disciples he explained everything." It's
not only his teachings that come to us as parables. Even the literal,
historical events of Christ's ministry are living parables that reveal
supernatural truths. This morning's passage is a perfect example. Listen to these
words of our Gospel story.
"That
day when evening came." Allow the story to open your imagination. It's
dark. The common, everyday preoccupations, the natural projections and
unquestioned assumptions of normal outer vision are obscured. Our perspective
changes, the eyes of our heart are opened and immediately we find ourselves in the
subterranean, nocturnal, inner spiritual dimension, the realm of dreams,
imagination and symbolic revelation.
"Let us go over to the other side," Jesus says. Literally
he's talking about the Sea of Galilee but spiritually speaking, we all must set
out upon the deep waters of life. The great sea of human consciousness is a
gulf we must cross and our passage to the "other side" is every
person's voyage of life and living. Notice that it's at Christ's invitation that
we embark upon this spiritual journey of discovery. That's important. We are
being invited. We are being accompanied. Christ is in the boat with us.
"Leaving the crowd behind."
That's an important first step on the spiritual journey of growth and discovery.
We must leave the crowd behind. The goals, the destination, the values of soul
growth and development are not the goals, destination and values of the world.
Our spiritual consciousness can only go deeper and grow broader as we learn to
leave crowd consciousness behind and sail out into deeper water.
"They took him along, just as he was,
in the boat." This is one of the greatest metaphors of the Bible. The
church is a boat. Even the architecture of the church is expressed in nautical
language. You're sitting in the nave, which is Latin for ship, as in navy.
We're all in the same boat, just as Noah and his family were all on the same
ark. As a community of faith it's Christ's presence that makes the church a
vessel of salvation. There are always other vessels around us, but the church
is made unique by Christ's presence.
"A furious squall came up, and the waves
broke over the boat, so that it was nearly swamped." On a literal
level it's certainly true that the Sea of Galilee is particularly susceptible
to sudden, violent storms, for which there are natural geographical and
atmospheric reasons. Those of us who have been there will remember that it's
situated in a basin surrounded by mountains. Cool air from the Mediterranean is
drawn down through the narrow mountain passes and clashes with the hot, humid
air lying over the lake. Now, don't those physical facts bring warmth and
comfort to your heart? On a deeper level, this story expresses the essence of
what it means to be alive in the world. We are always being assailed by storms,
and they come in so many forms.
I suspect that most of us would agree
that some of the worst storms we'd endured are the inner, emotional and
spiritual storms of doubt, depression and fear. "When the storms of life are raging," read the words of
that great old hymn, "stand by me. When the world is tossing me, like a ship upon
the sea, stand by me . . . in the midst of tribulation, in the midst of faults
and failures . . . in the midst of persecution . . . when I've done the best I
can . . . thou who knowest all about me,
stand by me." Isn't that your prayer as well? When the storms of life
are raging, we call out to the one who calms the wind and sea.
Jesus is with us through it all, but
here's the catch, here's the deeper teaching: "Jesus was in the stern, sleeping on a cushion." Do you
really think Jesus was sleeping? I don't. This is another symbol. The stern is
where the rudder is. The stern is where your guidance and direction comes from.
It isn't Christ who falls asleep; it's our own Christ consciousness, our
spiritual awareness that Christ is the captain of our ship. It's our faith and
trust that dozes off, our faith and trust in an all-knowing and all-powerful
God who is the master of our destiny, our faith and trust in one who never
slumbers and never sleeps. In other words, it's our awareness of Christ's
presence, our consciousness of God's control that's asleep at the tiller.
That's why we experience fear. That's why we find ourselves succumbing to the
storms.
"The disciples woke him and said to
him, 'Teacher, don't you care if we drown?'" I've asked that question.
I've prayed that prayer, haven't you? Haven't you ever wondered what it's all
about, how God could allow the innocent to suffer, the righteous to be
persecuted? To their credit, the disciples woke Jesus up. They may have been
fearful and confused, but they knew where to look for answers. That's what made
them disciples. That's what it means for you to be a disciple. We're all in the
same boat and Christ is right here with us. Christ is within us. We have only
to wake up and take our fears to the Lord is prayer.
"He got up, rebuked the wind and said to
the waves, 'Quiet! Be still!' Then the wind died down and it was completely
calm." Listen to the healing beauty, the welcome relief of those
sacred words, "and it was completely
calm." Have you ever had that experience, of being caught up in the
storm of anxiety, of doubt and fear, and then suddenly been blessed with the
absolute certainty that's its going to be all right? That is a gift of God, the
presence of grace. It's a holy moment when we recognize the power of God and
call upon Christ to calm the storms of our fear.
And, finally, there is that gentle
chastisement, that realization that comes when we recognize that once again the
Christ within has proved his presence and his power. Christ was never absent or
asleep. Anni and I have a needlepoint hanging that reads, "Give your troubles to God when you go to bed at night. God stays
up all night anyway." I know that, but there are nights I just forget.
We're continually forgetting, aren't we? We're forever having to relearn,
forever having to re-ask ourselves: "Why
are you so afraid? Do you have no faith?" I think most of us can
identify with the man who, when Jesus promised that "all things are possible for those who believe,"
responded with the heartfelt plea: "Lord,
I believe. Help me overcome my unbelief!" [Mark
9:24]
Isn't that your prayer as well? Call upon the Lord. Give your troubles
to God. Awaken the sleeping Christ within. Give him the rudder of your boat and
let him guide your life. He can calm the storm of your fear. In Christ's name
we gather, give thanks and pray. Amen.